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my story
Friday, August 6, 2010 .
hahah all my feelings has been posted in the blog,..
so let me uhmm summarize my life for the past few weeks.
here goes my story,
I was collecting my O lvl cert, i was constantly shaking as i was too nervous.
I was positively sure that my L1R4, i will get at least 25.. cause for the prelims i really did score badly for it...
At home,i dun really speak to my parents abt what i did in sch, how do i flare in the paper... and all that stuff. cause i know they wouldnt care anyway.. and they always compare compare and compare with my sisters.. i know they are smart.. and im the stupid one.
Im always the stupid one. Thats what "boost my morale". The result of "boost my morale" is bad result.
So, its my turn to collect my slip...signed some papers and took it! i dun even dare look at my result...
Once i get back to my seat, i took a look at how many passes for the subject i take.
and it shows "7"
I WAS SO DAMN HAPPY! U DUNNO HOW AM I FEELING... I AM PROUD OF MYSELF TO PASS ALL THE SUBJECTS.
Okie so, i look at the result of my subjects...
Boy, u dunno how happy and shocked i look.
it shows:
Eng- B4
MT-C5
Emaths- A2
Sci(Phy,Chem)- B3
SS-C5
Amaths -B3
Pure Geography -B3
I couldnt contain my happiness.
I grin the whole day until i reached home....
I said i passed my o lvl and show my result.
My parents said " Good You passed. If only u were like your sisters.."
well i cant bear to finished that sentence.
YOU KNOW HOW HURTFUL IS IT?
I know im nt as gd as my sister at least if u want to compare, compare other day la can?
-FF-(FAST FORWARD)
Okie so, i was posted to NYP taking a course which is diploma in chemical and pharmaceutical tech. Its a science course.. I was okay with it since i love maths and science. But then i dunno that this course turns to something unexcpected.
First day of sch, was late fr IPC(Inorganic and Physical Chemistry ) Lecture... for 10 mins...
so i sat at the back.. the lesson has already started. Teacher is teaching abt some electron cloud and stuffs.. and i dun get a single thing cause i was late... FOR 10MINS...
and then i tried asking mates what i dun understand..sometimes turning to google for some help.
And from then on i was weak in chem... not because of late for sch, its because i dun get a single thing.... it is sooo confusing and frustrating~! its hard to cope.~ sighs..
plus u have to balance btw other subjects.
sighs much
and i somehow regret taking this course. and yeah super big regret...
and its not because of chem either.
its 3.35 am now... i need to sleep. im having this YOG thingy tmrw. hope my day gets better. :/
uhmm cya
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